Recently I overheard a young child asking her mother when
school would reopen. The youngster had apparently grown tired of being home
with her older and overly controlling siblings and wanted to reengage with her
classmates. After unsuccessfully trying to explain recent events to her
inexperienced offspring, the sympathetic parent finally said, “Honey, we don’t
know when the situation will return to normal, because . . . well, this just
isn’t normal.” For me, that summed it up. Nothing is as it has been, it looks
like things will be chaotic for a long time, and we will just have to muddle
through the madness.
Day-to-day routines at Twin Rocks specifically, and the town
of Bluff generally, are, in a word, unsettled. The trading post and café have
been shuttered long enough that I feel much like the child, I am ready to get
back to “normal.” Yes, I know I complained a lot before we discovered Covid-19
was loose among us: not enough cashflow, too many hours at work, no time off,
low pay, etcetera, etcetera. I am, however, a changed man. Like an atheist in
his foxhole, I have seen the light and have promised to never again protest my
circumstances. At least until this viral shelling ends.
While coronavirus kits are in short supply, there is another
type of testing currently happening in abundance: the testing of our character,
the testing of our inner strength, and the testing of our fundamental humanity.
The recent difficulties are bringing out the best, and in some cases the worst,
in us. I am convinced the legacy of these challenges, and how we manage them,
will be with us far longer than the plague. These are the times when honesty,
integrity, and generosity are most needed, and when simple acts of kindness are
most appreciated.
Yesterday I was reminded how such acts can change the course
of your day. Because the virus infects a victim's lungs, and frankly because it
takes more creativity to fill the hours between dawn and dusk, I have been
riding my bicycle up and down Highway 191 more often. The hope is to make
myself stronger in the event of infection and also stay actively engaged. This
exercise has reinforced that I should have been more diligent about my
conditioning over the winter, and also reminded me just how important it is to
be generous with each other.
Having begun my journey north that evening, I came to an
extended uphill section. Shifting down to the small chainring to make peddling
easier, I began spinning the crank, grinding away at the hill. Approaching
midway of the approximately mile and a half section, I noticed two
thirty-something Navajo men in a big black Buick speeding south. I have gotten
in the habit of waving to travelers and truckers, so I gave these guys a grin
and a nod. They proceeded about a mile further down the pavement and abruptly
reversed course, eventually stopping on the shoulder about a quarter mile ahead
of me.
As they pulled over, I wondered what this new development
might mean. While I briefly considered abduction as a possibility, I decided
that wasn’t a serious concern, since everybody knows there would be no ransom
forthcoming if I were kidnapped. I am a "no deposit, no return" kind of guy, and
my wife, kids, and coworkers would never pay to get me back. In fact, the more
likely scenario would be that my captors would have to go out of pocket before
being allowed to release me back into the general population. I would surely be
a net loss for anyone snatching me.
As I got closer to the travelers, instead of threats and
menacing comments, I could hear the driver and his passenger shouting
encouragement. “Come on man, you can do it. You’re looking good. Keep it up
buddy.” When I came abreast of the Buick, the driver stuck out his hand,
holding up a frosty bottle of Sunny Delight orange-strawberry juice. “Here
you go bro, nice job,” they cheered as I took the handoff.
As Albert Einstein once observed, “Imagination is more
important than knowledge.” So, while I can’t know what motivated these
commuters to support me, I imagined it was a need to express their character
during these tumultuous times. Whatever the purpose, they kept me smiling and
laughing out loud the rest of my ride.
For the past few weeks, all of us in and around this small
town have also been more friendly, more open, and more concerned about the
welfare of our neighbors. My being “juiced” on the highway is just one
example of how we are watching out for each other. There is a saying
circulating around Bluff recently that goes something like this, “While the
rest of the world goes crazy, Bluff is still insane.” Despite the recent
madness, Bluff’s residents have become insanely caring. As the young mother
assured her child, the circumstances just aren't normal, and one day we will
return to school, business, church, and our other regular activities. In the
interim, we should know that our character is being tested, and the results
will be remembered for a very long time.